One day me too will be.: Archive

God damn, I’m so sick of being me.

Apr 27th

Apr 16th

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Apr 12th

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Apr 12th

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I think I woke up full and I feel disgusting. I don’t know if it’s in my head or my stomach does actually protrude about three feet…. Blergghhhh.

Apr 11th

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Apr 11th

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Apr 11th

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Apr 11th

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Apr 2nd

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Mar 26th

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I cancelled my crossfit class and I was almost going to stay home and vegetate and hate myself — clearly my favourite thing to do — but then I stopped feeling sorry for myself (sort of) and managed to make it to the next one. It took every fibre of my being but I WENT GODDAMNIT. I even talked to my coach to figure out how to overcome my biggest obstacles. Like pushing up more on the...

Mar 26th

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Mar 26th

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Bad start..

I woke up, fell asleep, and woke up much later than I wanted to. Fuck. I got some of my “to dos” out of the way and called up my dad about some projects I want to get done (some woodworking/furniture design/glasswork) only to hear humms and hahhs on the other line and more doubt than support. I’m fat as a cow, no one believes in me, and I just want to go back to bed.

Mar 25th

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Mar 25th

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Mar 25th

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Sunday night

After my last post I totally fell off the motivation wagon. Because I took a break from crossfit, going back has been very painful. But it shouldn’t be long until I’m back in there 4/5 times a week. I feel so disgusting. I haven’t been eating tooooo bad but I haven’t been eating too well either. This week I’m making sure to ban the “gateway carbs” —...

Mar 25th

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Mar 25th

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Mar 25th

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crossfitcandy answered your question: Derp derp. Organic sausage, peppers and onions, come on over! PLEASE. I had pizza instead :(

Mar 21st

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Derp derp.

I am a disgusting sweaty blotchy mess. Wednesday WODs are the worst and now I know why. Wednesday and Sunday… my new days off. Ha. I basically did three complete workouts and I am fucking SPENT. WHAT’S FOR DINNER? WHO’S COOKING?

Mar 20th

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Mar 20th

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Mar 20th

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Mar 20th

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Mar 20th

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Today was by no means a good day. I kept it under 1500 but that’s not much of an accomplishment. No exercise and got afternoon drunk (so I’m now evening hungover, yay me!). I feel so shitty. Or as autocorrect would have me say, shirty. Listening to Widowspeak and drinking tea. Hoping to go to bed soon. Fuckkk.

Mar 20th

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Mar 19th

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Mar 19th

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Mar 19th

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Mar 19th

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Mar 19th

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Mar 19th

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I haven’t done much to stop using this thing but that’s the way the tides flow, I suppose. I’m trying really hard not to munch right now because I’ve managed to stick to my calories (yeah, new method) for three days in a row now and I don’t want to blow it. I’ve given myself a goal and a reward and it’s kind of the-sooner-the-better so I’m quite...

Mar 19th

Mar 18th

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Mar 10th

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Mar 5th

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Mar 5th

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If you're having trouble getting motivated...

Entertain your friends for a weekend at the cottage and eat to your heart’s content. By the time the end comes around, you’ll be so desperate for a salad the idea of junk food will make you want to hurl.

Feb 6th

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